beyond beneath

I would really like to graduate on time.  But I can’t.  I would really like to prove my worth to myself and others.  But I can’t.  In failing to get my goal is a proof. A proof that I can’t be what I wanted to be. This is the second time around that I have cried billions of tears. No. The third time.  From the day I failed and retook my math course, to now that I have failed to accomplish our thesis on time. Is there a way that can make me understand what’s going on in my life? Life? It’s not something that you see on the movies with well-polished story scheme. Life is too abstract. You cannot really see the end of the road. Everything is a game of possibilities.  One may experience a turn of events. One may be favored by the odds.  How do I even fix myself now? Honestly, I truly feel like a failure. Why I am even born in this world?  I can’t even shine for other people because the truth is I don’t have anything. Anythi...

I am like your guardian angel Well I feel like one though But an angel to you only I seem to know your whereabouts, your taste of music and  how you really love it,  I seem to know you like your dogs and how you miss them so much How you get so excited  turning on the sports channel,  like meeting your friends in the hallway Funny that I seem to know that your birthday is almost next to mine,  that we have the same thing  of having frosty hair Yet, I also seem to watch you like almost everyday. That I got to witness your cheerful  and troubled life. I also got to witness  the girl you had been with. She is beautiful no one can compare But it didn't last long until there's another. It has been fate that is  colliding the both of you You two seems in the verge of  having each other. But I'm just here watching you dancing with life I watch you taking chances in love j...

Hey guys! What's up? Few more days to go and I'm going back to school, hopefully will be my last year in college or university. I actually find it confusing to use either of the words "college" and "university" because what I know is in other countries college and university have both significant differences while here in Philippines the distinctions aren't really emphasized. But anyways... So, I'm officially a senior student in Biology and I cannot believe this! It's really insane to think that I'm almost there. Nine months to go and I'll be receiving that diploma and wearing my first toga. I want to cry. But, I still have many challenges ahead of me before I get that. I know, I know, it'll be difficult but I'll do my best. So being a senior now is ridiculously insane. I feel a lot of pressure and my anxieties are terrorizing me. The things that worries me a lot are: I freak out when I think about my future car...

So I have been updating my Tumblr  recently and noticed that I'm actually posting for no one. Yes, I have little Tumblr followers and I just can't get the thought that I'm reblogging beautiful pictures and inspiring posts from other blogs to what? just for myself? The idea of having little followers is not a problem to me because mainly I love using Tumblr for daily personal inspirations through reading poems and quotations and seeing meaningful pictures. It's just reblogging these posts would be a waste if I can't share them to actual people. Thus, an idea pop out of my mind telling me to bring Tumblr to Blogger and share it to everyone!  Each of us is beautifully unique in their own ways.   Yes dear. The first picture on the top right reminded me of Keith Wynn's post: The Abnormality of Normality, please do check this out, it's a very nice post. He was talking about being odd and agreed that everyone has that oddity inside. As what he said...

"You only live once. YOLO!" I'm not pointing out to the quote here. I mean, I understand that this quotation means to live life to the fullest. But, the thing that I do not like in this sort of advice is how people misunderstand it. I always hear people, like in school, tell this to others as if they're advertising to live life like you gonna die tomorrow, so let's party all night and drink until we can't remember anything. Uh-uh . You see, "You only live once." tells us to make something out of your comfort zone. Do something beautiful in your life because you are just given one lifetime to do the best, to feel the wheel of life; its ups and downs, to get out and explore the world, the mischief and wonderful creation that the world may offer us. Go out there! Meet new people, serve other people, feel inspired, and feel happy of yourself. When you hear this advice, do not think of it as an opportunity to waste yourself, because when you go...