beyond beneath

Have you ever felt so hypnotize that you almost forgot your real life? It's a game called Mobile Legends and I was so drawn to it for almost the whole month of July. The thing is, I wasn't drawn because I like the game or playing the heroes, I was drawn because of loneliness. This feeling just came up out of nowhere. I've been progressively doing fine and happy after a break-up of a 3 year relationship. It happened just last year and it's almost a year since then.  My loneliness was probably a post-breakup syndrome if I want to diagnose it myself or it could also be an effect of quarantine.  For almost 5 months I'm  trapped inside the four corners of our house that I can only count within my hands the days where I am allowed to go out. Basically, I have less interaction with the outside world now.  So what's this got to do with Mobile Legends? Let's just say I've came across someone while playing a game and we had a little bit of chitchat online.  So the...

You're so gloomy sitting out there, Maria. What happened? You're staring at something isn't it? or is it someone? Your gaze... it is someone most probably Who are you looking at? It's Lucia and Alvaro, isn't it? They make a good couple. They've been together since 18. They're bond is unbreakable indeed.  Or is it Elena and Carlos? They're the funniest! The two seems almost a perfect match made from heaven. They're partners in crime all the time! Oh looks who's coming, Isabel and Mateo. They're super lucky to have one for each other, right? They already have everything in life - career, looks, lifestyle. They're generously blessed! Oh no, why are crying Maria? Come here you little..  Here I'll wipe it off. It's okay, everybody feels the same way too. At some point of their lives, people just get that feeling of loneliness. It's normal. But, Maria, listen. See that sky over there. He says you just have to be patient and trust Hi...